Thursday, March 18, 2010

Evening in Colorado - 17 March 2010

It has been a full day for our family on this mountain, but for me, a day of repose. The evening now finds me with a fresh pot of coffee and my faithful guitar in hand – strumming softly and gazing out our window at the San Juan Peaks, listening to the quiet of this Colorado twilight.

As I look, this scene speaks to me in ways I did not expect - of loneliness and an isolation that is far removed from anything I regularly know. Making me wonder at those pioneers and mountain-men that settled here 150 or more years ago. What kind of man could be on a mountain alone for days and months at a time? Surely they were men who communed with God! For I know of no other practice or passion they might better pursue under such a state or circumstance. If survival itself occupies the most of life – in those treasured moments of repose, reflection and rest – surely the Almighty would be their consideration.

Mountains speak of grandeur and strength. Indeed, they insist it! But, when you are on a mountain alone – as those pioneers of old, or of me with my thoughts this night – they also speak of the finiteness and frailty of man. So that – gazing out my window – I am prone to conclude - when a man knows himself in this way, he forms a beginning of knowing and understanding God.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Deference makes a difference

It has been a quiet day on Steeplechase - as well, on the Parkway, just a block away. A visit to the hospital to see a member, an errand to Elliot's, and now, listening to music with Bible and lap-top in hand. I am working on tomorrow's message, which is from 1Peter, Vv. 1-7 covering a portion of scripture that is key for husbands and wives in marriage. The bottom line? We (all of us) are to submit - to defer to one another for the sake and glory of Christ - an alien practice in this culture of me first and you last.

But thinking of it now, I am drawn to the word deference and reminded of what happened today. For, when walking out of Elliot's I and another approached the exit door at the same time. However, before I could let him pass, he put out his hand and gestured for me to pass first. This one move, simple yet strong, made the passage of us both, through this very same door - a better pass, indeed. In this sense, his deference towards me made a difference - not just in the event itself, but in the way we both perceived and received the other. Not a bad thing in life, at Elliot's or, ... in marriage.

Blessings -

Pastor Sam